It’s been long time i stopped typing my blog. Not lazy nor no topics to type. But its all about timing. So stress in this semester. I wonder, am i giving myself too much pressures? I always thought pressures bring a greater achievements.

I started to be very organized in my room, as compare to previous semester.

But that is physically organized. Found that my mentality strength is going down drastically until i started to cry through night just because of my assignments-study, result…

Since when i am so particular about my result? I don’t know.

Feeling that i am changing from time to time, from hate to interest, from addicted to being control, from easy going to fussy…

I’m so headache about my coming practical, where should i go which can let me do whatever i wish, but without hurting any people.

I’m so annoy about the groupmate who really can’t coperate with me in the same time ruinned up my life.. with that 1/10 marks which i nearly faint for the result i got. Is my ‘A’ still there….i started to wonder again.

Responsibility. Is that so hard to carry out own responsibility…?

Why people tend to push their responsibilities to others..

So tired.

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