September, 2006

Nights Before I Can Fly Up Into The Sky

I don’t know what happened to me.

Since morning…I am so moody. Maybe is his word that bothering me for whole day…

14 September 2006, around 2am. Already late in the night. Suppose to sleep.

But I am still chatting with him. Discussing about our friends… And suddenly he replied “那你就加把劲儿去找我的替身吧!

This sentence make me so down and dull… I felt the pain. Still feeling it every time I recall it back… Soon I dropped my tears, and felt asleep unconsciously.

Wake, and feel weird…

Evening, I on lined at Muamalat Café. I then met Daniel. He helped me to clean the viruses inside my thumb drive. Thanks ya.

There’s a briefing among Klang people about the next day’s flight. I nearly cry out as I saw a situation where one of our member has changed his behavior and attitude, to a not-so-good person…everyone discussing about him.

I seem to stick in the middle once again… Everything has changed.

Far away different from the start. What should I do retrieve the past…?

Quite inconsistence, contradiction… Quite a big conflict occurring…!

Back to room. I and GAO GAO planned not to sleep for whole night. Yeah, we really did it. I don’t know why I able to do it. He he… Keep playing pc games, until 2am plus, we sit down and chat… Chat a lot, about people’s name. About our future’s children’s name and many more…

Oh, hungry! “Hey, do u feeling hungry?” “No no no…” (But in the same time both of our stomach screwing loud!) haha..

We even signed our agreement too, in her book. Hmm about… (Secret!) Then around 4am we went to another potion to have our shower, it’s damn funny u know when only two of us still staying awake and walking around the block, handling shampoo, keys, and wrapped our head after washing hair… hee hee..

After we dried up our hair, we played with Bai Bai (My lovely cat) Then I roughly told GAO GAO about my past story which related with cats and kittens. I nearly drop my tears in the meantime.

I really miss my Hua Hua and Ago-go whenever I saw a cat or kitten passes by me. Gao Gao then asked me:” what actually a cat likes to eat?”

Then only I know that she is planning to buy some food for Bai Bai before she goes home. I feel so happy and glad that I could find another friend who concern about the cat. At least, she does not hate any of them.

Gao Gao, I want to thank u so much because u care about Bai Bai, and I thank u on behalf of Bai Bai for giving him biscuits ya..! : )

I felt bad because I got no choice, I left Gao Gao alone in room and I go back by taking morning flight…

6.15am… I left the room, I do leave her alone. Sorry.

We, Klang people then gathered in YAB café and go to airport by Sapu Car… Finally reached airport. Check in, then entered the plane.

Hm… Met that East Malaysian Leo Guy——Liew Yin Lee. He so lan-si don’t want to choi me at first. Then inside the plane he sat behind me… his face … aihh, feel like wanna bishhh his face…Duno why o…he got 一副欠扁的脸! Haha… No one knows what is inside his bag, but I know… inside got 豆沙饼…kaka…!

Why I so kehpo? :p hehe..joking only ma…aihh~

First time use air services, nothing special also… fly lo…luckily I didn’t vomit, because I got height phobia. But still want to sit near the window and watch the sceneries… this is me lo…CANNOT but still WANNA try… aihh…

Oh ya, one bottle of mineral water inside the plane costing RM4… One packet of Milo drink cost RM5…Wooh…! I nearly in love with the guy who gave demonstration about how to use seat belt…Wuahahaha… so professional. : P

P/s: I said NEARLY only la… I won’t love him la! One heart only can keep one guy in the same time ler…: D

Reach LCCT, wait for so long then only the bus move us to KL Central. The guy sat beside me really kiampak!!!

First, he spoke very loud using handphone.. Disturbing me from sleeping la! Then non stop calling his friends and telling them he is going to KL Central and taking taxi to Klang because don’t know how to use KTM to reach Klang.

Wahlao..he scares no body know he come back Klang mehh!…telling the whole world loh!!! From the time he sit down, he starts enjoying with handphone until the time we reach KL Central… damn long u know!!!…

That’s still ok with me, but… he talked rubbish words…very loud! If not mistaken, there was a girl in the other side, and suddenly the guy talk with her in phone telling her “Hey, girl is sucking not fucking”… errps….!??

Since he said about this, I feel very dangerous sitting beside him ler…and geli @.@ The aunty sitting infront me also turn back and look at him liao… :( so paiseh…

Once we reach KL Central, we ate KFC…I already broke the record, ate only one roti John in 7pm last night till today noon. Then, bought KTM ticket…. Reach Klang around 2pm…almost 3pm…

Exhausted but very happy because my brother waiting me in front the gate so gan jiong wanna see jiejie coming back…hehe..

Perhaps he is the one who makes me feel wanna come back to Klang… Hey guys, what’s the different between taking bus and by flight? I currently find out lots of disadvantages of taking flight no matter is to or from UUM.

Bus better… next time buy bus ticket ok ma? ok ma? ok ma??

- Sharon -

Closing Ceremony of SUKOL’06 UUM

I believe that every athlete had sacrificed and done their very best during tournaments and games…

For myself, I must make an extra effort in next year’s Sukol… must… must add oil …

Not really in skills, but mentality and stamina… I am weak in that. Haih…

I saw him at bus stop with his another friend. I keep on looking at him when I am on the way to sport complex, but poor, he dint notice me at all because busying with his luggage. In contrary, his friend who don’t know me keep looking at me. Adui~! I didn’t wear spect, so I am not very sure is him who standing other there, or else I going to shout his name… kaka…

Because I am also one of the Sukol participant… so I must also wear the Sukol t-shirt and then with sweater and long pant provided by Bank Muamalat College to walk in the so called “perbarisan”…that actually not in ‘baris’.

Damn nice, err…comparing others, it’s really nice. (I mean uniform, not our line) Hahaha…

Then there were majlis penyampaian hadiah. Boring…

Do take photos with Jasmine and friend…with the bear bear…

Don’t know why the bear bear so paiseh..shivering when we stand beside him. Ha-ha…

Then received yang’s call from hometown. Hee…

Then I chat with him for a while lo… make many complains especially when they didn’t let me eat dinner!!

Got good news saying that water supply will be alright few hours later…

So I ended up waiting for the water supply … till midnight. And then till I felt asleep…still I didn’t see any water yet …

-Sharon-

Such a Wonderful Day in UUM

It was such a wonderful day as many functions were held.

At first, I’m a bit moody and don’t really want to talk to anyone…

Too much of decisions waiting me to finalized it.

SuKol’06 Badminton Final match was in this day. It’s my favorite match that I already chasing for it quite some weeks ago. But, bad. MoonFest also held on this day.

Both of them ran in the same time and one at sport complex UUM and another in Dewan TSO UUM. Far…and I cant rush to both sides in the same time…I can only choose one…

After I considered both of it for a night… I finally decided to go Sport Complex rather than MoonFest…

I know there are many programs running in MoonFest and lots of performances that attractive…. And He is also there..

But I finally realized that actually a shuttle cock that actually didn’t cost me much is more valuable than whatever performances and him in the MoonFest.

I am very happy because I gain a lot in the final game…

Although college YAB did not won the champion, but the efforts and spirits of them really professional enough especially those playing double-match with Kachi.

Talking about skills, I think I should learn from them if I really want to improve myself. Anyway, no regret for turned up myself in sports complex!

Suddenly my mind is all about my previous badminton’s coaching. I miss my coach. Very deeply.

Yeah, as what a professional sportsman or athlete should have—the spirits.

I don’t have. That’s why I lost in my first, second and also third match!

I should self-questions and consider about this deep and seriously though….

When the time I came back from sports complex,

Something bad happened. Bad? No… should consider it as WORST.

I suddenly became the victim of water crisis, like Vietnamese, Siamese…

Whole UUM facing water shortages because of the pipe broking at don’t know where…

We have to pick our pails and grab the water, and being pushed by people around…

And being stepped, being squeezed, and being bullied by those fat one of cause! Damn… I can’t sleep until 4am although I am tired after ‘one short two pails’ in hand.

Thinking how is I going to live without clean water? I saw one Malay girl, she was exhausted picking that small pail. So I asked her “bilik u kat ne?” (Planning to help her)… and she replied: “tingkat

lima

”. Opps, I don’t know what should I do then I said: “Oh…”… And left her. Ha-ha… not I don’t want to help, but she is in level 5 maa…. I will die if I help: (So pity…

-

Sharon

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猫 (完结篇)

—-文接上篇–

雨不但不停, 还变大了

我无法让它继续被残酷的风雨折磨

却无法让它步入我的房间

因为房间不完全属于我

转眼看见床下有几片已用过的保丽笼板

立刻有了冲动, 白白盖一处避风港

凭我的创新能力, 避风港完成了!

垫了厚厚的报纸, 我把它处在那简陋(材料有限嘛!) 的四方盒内..

起初,还不怎么想呆在里面的

看我离开它的视线, 就想追我

但我怎么也想不到, 到今天为止….

隔壁邻居向我打小报告, 原来..

我去上课的时侯,

白白每天都会来这里睡觉

当然咯..是我做给它的避风港叻!!

..我好有满足感, 真的!

有点不愉快, 因为..

其中一位路过批评我..

说我恐怖,肮脏,…...

我一大早被她的批评弄散了情绪

, 算了吧.   

跟不了解的人说到天翻地覆

还是不被了解的.

都已经痛过了, 说赢她也只是无济于事

反而..多个敌人噢?

但若再次碰面或有缘相识,

我好肯定会狠狠敲醒她.

我会的

不是要说服她, 是希望她停止侮辱

世上的每一只猫儿.

***我想在此对恨猫的人聊聊***

我从不排斥猫儿.

无论它们有多丑, 多恶心, 多粘人, 多不听话,

我都一样疼爱着它们.

你们是否想过,

,它们当中真的丑,

那又怎样? 人类还不是也有丑的吗?

这可不是它们所能够选择的呀!

难道就因为它们天生的外表

注定了要被人类排斥??

太不公平了耶..

又有没有想过,

它们舔人,粘人

只是它们猫之长情的示爱表现?

我们累了有家, 病了有药,

快乐或悲伤都有朋友,家人

它们呢??

人类应该存有一些人情味的

不是吗?

妈妈们啊

只懂得怎么责怪猫,

偷吃, 到处便便

是否想过, 它们偷吃的原因?

它们吃的都是人类吃剩的,

我们的垃圾是它们的食物,

要怎么去怪一只只想为自己医肚

又不懂偷吃的定义的猫??

为人父母的

当你们生下一堆孩子

其中有美的, 矮的, 不听话的, 甚至残废的

你们都会希望他们兄弟姐妹互相照顾吧??

同样的,

上帝创造世间的一切

都有好有坏,

有美有丑有残缺

要有那份爱, 才能换来美丽啊!

上帝让我们来这人间,

享受及受惩罚

检讨及付出

不论是人还是动物都好,

对上帝而言,

我们都是被归类为生物”.

以另个角度来说,

我们这些生物就是上帝的孩子.

想想,

每一天, 上帝在另一端注视着

祂应该会失望, 叹息吧?

看着自己创造的孩子们互相排斥

看着人类欺负弱小时,

祂会后悔把智商赐给人类吗?

还是后悔自己错误的安排?

或者看着无助,弱小的孩子

因自己错误的安排而活得堕落?

若有天, 我们自己的孩子互相反抗

欺负弱者的话, 身为父母的

难道能够若无其事, 无动于衷?

不要辜负上帝, 不要为难祂吧..

祂给予每个人类一个很好的礼物

那就是我们的一颗”.

为了物质,地位,面子,身价….

往往我们把自己的心握得太紧了吧?

放开心门, 使心软化一点

我们就会同情一点

体谅一点

大方一点

甚至

美丽一点

心已在我们人的构造里

要我们的心变善,变恶,变软或硬

是个人的决定, 个人所超重的.

不管我们有多好,

别人的差都不轮到我们去评价吧?

你是谁?

我们还不是同类?

当我们不开心, 或不喜欢

不欣赏, 或不认同时

别为难任何人

是我们先不能容纳对方,

为何不是你走开,

而是要他人迁就你?

为何要让那些

智商不比我们高,

无依无靠的猫

遭受人类的惩罚?????

我们有权利这么做吗?

很想说,

我不是基督徒,

这只是个人想法.

若此文章与任何读者思想有出入

我在此要求赦免”….

(明明是要说猫的不是吗??)

, 歹势 :p

谢谢你们的宝贵时间

我懂我真的写太长了啦

-结束-

爱猫的我      

猫 (第一篇)

本来是天真可爱的

本来是无辜脆弱的

但它们肮脏的外表

它们过度平易近人的性格

它们见食就抢的态度…

在人类的眼里

往往已是种恶心的动物吧..

就这样恨猫的人逐日增加.

记忆里     某天

我看见一只好凄凉的小猫

瘦得可悲

再看久一点…

结果它被一个小孩拉起它的尾巴

不停地象风扇般旋转它

停下时 猫在晃 我的心 却在乱

天啊 它是猫耶! 拿来旋转? …

还好, 小孩不懂事我总不断说服自己——他还小!

忘了那天放学后是什么让我回不了家

呆在某朋友的家

哇噻, 她母亲还真够”猛”! …

那只不过是一只向你要食的猫啦!

怎么忍心把烧水往那弱小的身子泼?

是朋友的妈, 我只好忍住一切. 硬忍.

无可否认的

我家人当中也有几个是反猫派的.

但爱猫入骨的     莫过于我弟弟和我自己吧

我们俩总是能够为猫 作出一切牺牲

也没什么特别原因

付出爱根本不需要什么原因啊!

事情发生在我正就读的这间大学里

我刚回来宿舍, 找不到钥匙…

却看见了隔壁一位智慧型女生

用自己的脚,出力地把那只赖在她门口

那跛了脚的猫 给踢开

太突然了吧, 所以它来不及站好

滚下沟渠…

我好痛

痛在于这人间好可悲

痛在于那猫儿不会反抗

痛在于我无能为力

我能做的只是眼睁睁看着它被踢

被吓  被欺负后

勇敢站起来 不哭地离开

它的坚强,感动了我.

在不被我自己发觉的情况下,

我的心早就收留了它.

前几天, 我的所谓”狂猫病”又发作了

放学后 凉都没冲就坐在门口发呆

看着大雨滴滴落在地上,

也淋湿了他们的衣服.

这种情况的确会另人有思乡的感觉

‘白白’ 看我坐在门口   就走向我

舔舔我的手 还喊”妙” 叻!

它就是那只被踢的白衣猫…

所以叫它白白…

是一只跛腿的猫

常看见它出现在猫与猫之间 打斗场合内

但我始终相信它是被欺负的那个!

它伤痕累累, 脸, 腿,腹部….甚至尾巴都有伤疤

我怎么舍得不理它?

之后还一幅无辜的脸 向我要点吃的

我听不懂它的意思

但就知道它要吃嘛!

我想起桌上还有面包

没有考虑就拿给它吭

哇, 很饿了吧? 吃得好失仪态!

吃完了还不够…

贴在我身边一直不走

是因为天气冷的关系吗? 我想…

我的体积比它大 都冷

更何况是一只弱弱的它?

雨还未停 风还在吹

我似乎又心软了

就随它吧… 想怎么样就怎么样咯!

结果, 它选择赴在我的大腿上阂上双眼…

好享受叻! 嗯,突然好象问它:”喂白白,你在想什么哦”?

其实不说我也懂. 它要的只不过是我的关心疼爱罢了.

我好庆幸自己能施舍一点体温让它取暖

它会因拥有我的爱而感到幸福吗??

我不要求它怎么想我…

但我欢迎它向我撒娇毕竟,

这是想被爱的一种表现…

我非常能够了解.

在这过程中,不少人经过我房门..

有的好奇, 有的指指点点, 有的说它幸福

但有人说,我傻的…

人总有那么多面孔. 真无奈….

我继续我做的事, 毕竟, 我还是我…

(文接下一篇–完结篇)

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