光良: 都是你

谁改变了我的世界

没有方向没有日夜

我看着天这一刻在想你

是否会对我一样思念

[你曾说我们有一个梦

等到那天我们来实现

我望着天在心中默默念

下一秒你出现在眼前

想念的心装满的都是你

我的钢琴弹奏的都是你

我的日记写满的都是你的名

才发现又另一个黎明] x2

这是我对你爱的累积..

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听后感:

不管以怎样的心态听这首歌,

结局永远只有一个—掉泪.

为何我总是那么脆弱

为何我总是非哭不可

为何脑海里出现的偏偏是你?

我已经很努力不接近你

也已努力不打扰你生活

更努力忘记你曾经为我多好

我还在努力着啊…

但我越努力就越反效果

因为就如这首歌的作词人一样

想的,弹的,念的,写的…

都是你.

我不是故意为难你,但

我该如何生活在没有你的记忆?

你听得见我的呐喊吗?

–蘑菇头–

Hi every body…

it’s been long time i didnt update my blog again.

aihh.. what to say this time?…

of coz is all about the badminton tournament in sukol la..

The tournament was ended finally.

I remembered that day before the match i did sms to disturb a friend until mid night. I felt so worry and scream in the heart as i thought my opponent will be a state player. But who know, actually she’s not. errrr..

Thanks KF..what u had scolded me was right. correct… I seems dont have semangat kesukanan at all. cham liao… i dont want to be like HIM laaa!! seems like i need to ‘好好反省一下’….aihh~

The result was damn sad. I played 3 matches in two days.

One main match is for my self, single-woman…opponent from Kolej Bukit Kachi 1…

I dont know what skill she have…not really extraordinary, but i lost. I dont know what happened on me… though.. i blanked, i afraid, i panic… and so… i really lost.. (15-4,15-0)…what a poor result i got. In the afternoon, i played on behalf on someone that absent suddenly. This time, mixed double…i dont know what the result i got…opponent was from kolej Mas ( i think so)…and lost again. Probably i give them too much of chances to smash me, as what i said, my skill in playing double game is poor like hell. For the next day, i played on behalf of friend again… they never notice me that i have to play actually, just told me right after they announced my name. Err.. by the way, i m not as panic as the day before that because it’s unnecessary for me to win this match also… no matter win or not, we still unable to proceed to semi final. Just main main saje…This time, the opponent is telekom gal..auchh! what the hell she kept giving me overhead shoot… that’s my weak point man…so clever she gaves me this kind of open-ball that wanted me to watch up the spot lights that stupidly making my eye pain… again i forget whats the result. Err.. not forget, but actually i dont know it at all, as i know i m lost, and i left the court after i shaked my hand with her…

Anyway, wondering why i become so rude after i joined the tournament. Well, i met lots of BADMINTON FREAK in that 2 days… i think i have to refresh myself and rebuild up myself and …. train up myself again…. to get ready for the next sukol 2007…i wanna join again. I may not win, but not going to eat "egg" again this time!!! err… geramnye..

Already long time never got this feeling….

what feeling? …

err…whole body muscle pain loh.. actually not very excited also la. but dont know why so tension…already 3 days.. still in pain. arghh… lack of glucose though.

special thanks for those who support me from the start…till the end.

thanks for those who giving me mentally support and spent time on me just to build my confident..

sorry to u all, coz i still found myself as a nervous gal on court.

-MilO-

31 August06

It has been a traditional theory that ladies are not
suppose to wash their hair during their period.

But there are no solutions to the question why?

The victim will only realise at their later stage of
their life, facing the symptoms of breast and ovary cancer.

Today ladies still wash their hair during their period
with the thinking that they will be safe if they blow dry their hair. But this will not prevent them from getting the cancer. Please read the article below:

A well known Taiwanese medical professor specialise in cancer research based in a Japanese university did a survey on 30,000 pre cancer patients.

She found these patients are very choosy in th eir food, wash their hair during their period and carry heavy object and drink cold  drinks. This will course the incomplete of ovulation and the remaining menses will turn into toxic and the imbalance of hormone will lead to ovary and breast cancer.

During the research she found the method of prevention to these cancer.

The secrets are;
1. One must change their lifestyle and eating habits.
2. Do not wash our hair while having period, do not wash your hair just for the cooling effect and contraction of ovary.
3. Excessive bleeding must be investigated by a gynae.
4. No cold drinks.

If you feel drowsy, breast expansion and constipation
these are the early symptom of ovary or breast cancer.
To prevent, use:
1. Black sugar
2. Chinese lotus (leng ngau)
3. Carrot and
4. Barley
Boil to soup and drink. This is the best prevention.

p/s : Guys…please share this mesage with your wife & lady friends….    

–ehem…Milo is not in risk hahaha :p

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don’t, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to IMPRESS him;
If u Don’t, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he’ll lose FACE;
If he’s Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don’t Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.

If u don’t make love with him., he says u don’t Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP. (very true huh?)

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don’t, he says that u don’t TRUST him.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he simply says that promises are meant to be BROKEN.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is COOL;

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!

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Milo

Because of the late sleep, I wake up late. Rush to Kenegaraan class…

Anyway, today is a bit relax..coz the afternoon class already canceled.

Lecturer not in, yeah! Haha..(Uni student konon…:p)

Once we left the class, we (me, Gao-gao, Mocha) went for lunch and then back to college. Well, I got a bad news during my lunch. Some said that MISC Sukol representative for badminton games will be a state player?… I lost my appetite.

After we reached college, changed and we walked to sport complex with racquet, towel, water, sport shoes, and wo…w….look so sporty but suddenly both of them bring umbrella. Aikss…

Hmm..court was empty. Once I enter, I only saw those expertists training inside.  A bit tension when I think about Sukol now. Anyway, should I take it so serious? Serious about win and lost… or serious about the allowance …? Well, it really bothering me.

Maybe I should play it just for the purpose of “To show how much I love it”…that all.

It’s kind of think more, pressure more.

Then my friends said wanna have cycling, but I’m rushing back to Muamalat for next Badminton training. So I walked back alone.. damn far. It’s ok, I consider this as part of my training.

Once I reach back to Muamalat, I saw no body pracising. What the hell am I so stupid.

I walked inside my room and one of my roommate said “let’s go sports complex with me”. Oh my god, I’m just back from there wut!!!… Anyway.. I don’t know why she managed to brain-washed me until… I re-fill my bottle and walked to that crowded complex again.. haihz, this time, the court already fulled. No choice, we sitting infront the small stages and watch “lengzai” senior play squash with junior…damn fun but poor, I dun even know the basic. Can only SEE.

Then bore, we went into Gym room and play around and….walked back to Muamalat as 7pm is arriving. We are going to take bus from Muamalat to Bukit Kachi…

It’s squash club first meeting. I don’t event got the enough time to bath. The bus came and then we went for the meeting with curiousity. Yong Wong again….saying the same word which is very funny…I wondering why everytime he have to depends on my decision. Such as “ei, u must go loh, if u don’t go then I also dun wan to go”.. hahaha… or sometimes “ ei, I come here  bcoz of u loh”… hahaha well, I know is joking la.. I m also joking..dun angry ya..:p is good that u make me so ‘important’. Bluekk..

Finally we reached kachi’s squash court. Learned about basic.. and …while I m busy listening to what the ‘coach’ saying, my hp suddenly rang..ayo… malunye..

Rupa-rupanya is yong wong again o… hahaha he just call to say HI..apalah…@.@

He is really and funny guy. Cute? Err.. not suppose to use the word ‘cute’… but something like that la… duno. Hmm..then again I malu…malu infront people…

Because of cheok cheok laaaa… she waved at me so many times but I didn’t notice, I didn’t wear spect..i thought which girl so sampat keep waving like those ‘Miss World Beauty Contest’ punya style… aiseh….@.@ then I kena marah bcoz she said I dont want to layan her. Hmm..soli loh…. : (

Then back to Muamalat… hmm. Eat, bath..and then wanna study for Java Lab Test kononnya.. but at the end I read until fall asleep. And so I sleep lo…

P/S: MOCHA Birthday!…we planned some surprise for her.

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Humpty Dumpty’s tired. Chao.

8/8/06

(2.42am)