Woo! Now only i realised, already 10 days didnt update my blog. Aihh~ busy maa…

Nothin much had happened as everything run smooth.

More busy nowadays, but still having Insomnia. Just cant sleep without sms. Damn bad habit!

Whole brain thinking about money n money…. where is my money… haha.. i m crazy..lolz

Few days ago i saw cats. Lotsa catsss…

And i miss mine. She is gone, to heaven i think. I missing the moment where i used to bully her. Well, she is gone. Gone forever. >.< huahua~

I went to someone’s factory today, damn! their dogs chased me@.@ errrR…

Nowadays busy on mental more than physical…

somemore have to think…what to do next to make a person get surprise..

Patutlah i cant sleep… finished counting the sheeps, i started to count cats, then kitten and doggies… still stay awake for whole night… haihz…

Bore sometimes, as EVERYONE is busy out there and forget to sms me on time.

Headache with my printer…

Speechless with my student..

But i felt so happy coz i helped out my friend… yesterday. Yea…

So tiring come back from Jenjarom, a place where i got chased out by dogs.. haha..

till next update, byebye.

Liying 25 april/2006

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很爱很爱你. 谁还不认识这首超动人心弦的曲子?
我刚听了
也刚哭了

照向镜子
看着自己
猪头样子

最后笑了
真爱…
真的会改变一个人

爱来的时候
能把一切坏的遮盖
也能把一切不可能化为可能
更能让一个人幸福起来

深爱一个人的滋味
你尝过了吗?

想知道那种感受是怎样的吗?
问刘若英吧…
她懂…
因为她跟所有人说过…

是这样的,她说…
想为你做件事
让你更快乐的事

好在你的心中
埋下我的名字

求世界趁着你
不注意的时候
悄悄地把这种子酿成果实

我想他的确是更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔幽雅成熟懂事
如果我退回到好朋友的位置
你也就不再需要为难成这样子

很爱很爱你
所以愿意舍得让你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你
只有让你拥有爱情我才安心

看着她走向你
那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣
也是因为欢喜
地球上两个人
能相遇不容易
做不成你的情人
我仍感激

很爱很爱你
所以愿意不牵绊你
望更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你
只有让你拥有爱情我才安心

…….这都是刘若英的心声.
也是我的.

就这样过了一个晚上.
一天比一天坚强.

晚安.

"傻婆"

今天很怪.

人家说有起有落是人之长情,

但总不该起落得那么恐怖吧…

于是就谁不着传了个信息过去哥那里.

说了一大堆却只能跟他说…

我在为了一头’猪’而烦!

哥,不好意思咯…真的不想偷漏些什么嘛…

本来真的超失落. 但就因为哥你那句话…

我好像醒过来了咯…就是那句啊…

“人家说暗恋是甜的因为恋爱才是苦的”

好一句安慰的话…

害得我一整夜都反复思考,研究这句有意思的话呀!

所以我已经知道自己该怎么做了咯…

就是永远 ‘装傻’….

然后祝他幸福快乐.

直到他知道为止…… (他若也和我一样装傻?)

应该就只有这样….嗯~

这是我今年全新的原则.

哥教的哦,我刚学到的咯… 哈…

无聊的一大篇,好象一点要点都没.

真是的… @.@

(决定永远安静的人) 2006/April

03 April 2006

This is a new start for me. Finally i got the chance to do what i dreamt before. I wanna be art-teacher. Although this time is not an art teacher, but BM. I felt so happy coz daddy didnt strickly stop me from doing this. I think he starts to know what i want from him… really happy. He somemore gave me advices on teaching. Well, i mjust happy n satisfied.

He came n said ‘HELLO’…Err,he frightened me. Really. How come i got a student who look so similar with my own brother? Oh my god. More Oh my god, when i know his BM level is just…aroud standard 3. How to help him to pass his SPM then? Nvm, i m trying…hard as i promised him, Pn Loh n Myself.

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10 April 2006

This is second class. Everything go smoothly. Smooth… : ) what a nice daY.

But tired.

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By,

T-cher.

It’s almost 12am..

While blogging here, I am listening to an old famOus song. I believe that everyone will know this song from Aerosmith. Yeah, I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing. I dont know why I keep replaying this song.

At this moment, I really dont wanna miss a thing.

"..I dont wanna close my eye, i dont wanna fall asleep, i dont wanna miss a thing…."

I started to have somekind of feeling. Old feeling. Somekind that i just cant simply express it out with simple words. I duno how…it’s just like i need someone to talk to,but who? People are all busying..

I sometimes cant think too much coz i will lost control if i do so. Sometimes, my mind is fulled with dreams, ideas, plannings… but i cant make anyone of it comes true. What i can do is just to be quiet. Thinking..think n think all over again n again…and these make me stucked. stucking…

Should I copied what HK actress Miriam Yeung Qin Wa.. Take a bottle of water, talk n scold n scream all my problems into that bottle,then pour out the water…and make things settled just like this? huh… i should try,perhaps.

Now..listening song from MLTR… YOU took my heart away. Yeah, u did. Who am i mentioning…? Not a simple guy,but extraordinary. Well, it’s something occuring in present,not pass anyway. A great one..

……White Flag from Dido reminding me about how much efforts i should put to achieve my dreams. Telling me what i should do….yeah…

"There will be no white flag above my door,i m in love,and always will be.I will go down with this ship…"

I love music, i like it, enjoy it… but sometimes,it just keep remind me about my life… and bring out all those funny kind of mood. That’s why i try not to turn on my radio these few weeks…

When? when only i can think less n do freely? Who can set me free…? That’s only one person out there i know… Someone that can set me free is out there,but i think it’s not easy. Not easy….

What the hell i m typing here…Duno  @.@ just always like to TALK alone like mad girl… Hee: D

Madgirl is going to rest now. Tired after TALK too much.

BYEBYE.