31 March 2006

TodaY i wake up early in da morning just to go for mountain hiking lol…

hahaha… Well, just to visit my grandpa’s house ma…aaa….

Ya…ChengBeng is coming. We prayed grandpa as usual…

Nothing special happen…but……we noticed that the ‘door gate’ of grandpa’s house gone.

Same thing happened to the neighbours…! What? thieves nowaday not only steal on living human,but even interrupt those who already died? hmm….?speechless….

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After came back, i helped in factory…then went for stock delivery.

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Me and daddy went to grandma’s house to pray for her. We had lunch there at the same time. 3 kids 1 baby over there, so cute …oh my gOD….I just missed out a camera!

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Came back….around 2.30pm. Hmm…bored bcause no need to work anymore on the next few hours.

Err..my hand turned itchy again …so i picked up the blade and cut my hair again..wuahaha..!

then… i on9… and started to bullshit in my blog now lar…. haihz…

—————–see u all next blog….byebye!

3.24pm-Friday.SharonTan Liying.

Intension Care Unit! I think i need it…

Where got people sick for one week …>.<…so weak right?

Aihh.. i also dont know why suddenly i bcome so weak le…

Maybe suddent change of environment and different lifes style makes me sick…

Well, it’s true ma…! last time got go for badminton trainning every week. now no more lo…

Last time work like hell,sweat like hell. now no more lo… somemore fat liao ( i think).

hmm…now mentally seriously on stress ma… then mama say dont eat too much fruits then i didnt eat at all… kanasai… every changes causes me sick ma!!…

BUT PPL SAID I VERY WEAK,"SI AI LIAN", "SI DOU BU REN"……..hmmphh!!

Very special sick lo…from eye swallen then headache,from headache go to fever…

from fever go to no appetite…no appetite bcome stomachache…wahlaOehh….

Anyway…. today i think i m going to recover la….. coz already got evergy to on9…>.<

haha…. dont worry whoever read this. i know some ben dan going to call my hp and ask "hey how ar u… why like this 1…why dun take care 1… blabla"…..

aiyo… sick only ma.. i type here to release my tension n feelings, not to let u all worry ok?

just to tell u all must drink many many water!!!… if not will sick like me lar… maybe more serious ar!!!

i think it’s time for me to sign off my blog ….

yeah…byebye.

I felt so sorry coz since my father’s factory got burned down, i got too busy and neglect all my friend’s birthdate.

FEB 25th—TAN KIM SONG, TONG GAIK TENG,MATHAVI -Happy belated birthday!!

MARCH 5th–TAN SUAT LING..sorry,happy belated birthday!!

MARCH 13th–SHIEK TENG..sorry,Happy belated birthday!!

MARCH 12th–Nor Hidayah–Dayah! ying minta maaf…terlalu busy sampai dah lupe hr jd ko..

MARCH 14th–Noraziah— sorry ye…slmt hari jadi…

MARCH 18th

>>RAMESH,Ying here. How u celebrate your birthday? i m sorry coz i m late. so late! I got your sms, i m fine,parent ang yang yang also fine..dont worry about me first. I promised i wont leave without bye,remember me. take care.

>>NS-3rd SISTER named TIU KANG LIN from kuala selangor. Jie jie..Sorry coz i lost your contact.Unable to find u. Happy belated birthday!

>>Small uncle… happy belated birthday…less tooddy n beer please. it causes u blur and simply reply my msg!

Sorry to everyone… sorry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Today is so busy. It’s my grandma’s funeral day at her house,Batu 7,bukit kemuning… to sungai Renggam.

I woke up early n so headache. still have to help in factory b4 i went to funeral.

Wow, i cant imagine how blissful my grandma was. She got 15 children and plenty of grandchildren,of coz with lots of grand-grandchildren too!… They collected about 37K in 5 days. So, i cant even imagine how many people has visited my grandma in just 5 days of time.

After took out the coffin,we should pray and then send the coffin to Sungai Renggam crematorium..

I thought it’s easy, but who know… we took a long time to pray…as we have to pray one by one…

too much grand grand grand’s… until the ’sai gong’ also confused.

when people cried, people screamed…i didnt.

Cause, i just focus myself on….. those musicians who play drum,trumpet,keyboard,float….. my first time to watch LIVE MUSICIAN performance wut!… watch until i forget i have to cry >.< oh my god…

By the way, i dont think i should cry. Grandma was old. Old enough to pass away. We should be happy as she brought us into this world n she was completed her duty and life circle! It’s just like ‘graduated’ from this world! …am i wrong? If we cry, she will feel sad seeing us sad…dont u think so?

We can feel sad because we lost someone lovely n great. but it doesnt mean we have to cry like…sreaming..shouting…right?

i think i better stop my ideas before i got whack by my oppositions..

BYE.

Today is a busy day. Because i have to rush in everything i do.

Finally i cut my finger accidently when i m using scisors.

JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE to go… my finger will break into two.

Should i consider it’s a bad day, or lucky day? I dont know.

What i know… i felt it NO PAIN, because seeing my blood running out onto the floor…

i forget every pain, but NEAR faint. I m so good girl this time, coz i no cry at all. hehee… ;p

After stop bleeding then only i felt…it’s really pain…

PAIN!