28.01.06Saturday

Wow,crazy.Cleaning in last minute,really excited!  Prayed and people played fireworks which… i dont really entertained it. Sound pullution ma…

29.01.06Sunday

First day CNY. If according to the "laws n regulations" of chinese, we were supposed to stay at home n wait for visitors.But, i now living in modernised city,throw away those funny rules! Well, if everyone waiting at home, who will come then? haha…. i woke up at 7am. I went to Bentong for whole day. Visited my uncle’s farm with brother,and grandma… nice farm. It’s located on uphill area with no handphone services. It’s so relaxed n surrounded with fresh air. Think like wanna own a bamboo house top of the hill …someday when i m rich to afford …to buy a land.. hahaha…(stupid). Reach home n have dinner…Before we came home, we stopped at my uncle’s friend house. An old lady. kind…and cute…happy go lucky woman. She is a bit pity n lonely as she lives alone n a big house n clean her house on her own n….she is tough i think. But…i got an ang pao from her which contain just RM 1 inside.. wuahaha… weird right? anyway, sincerity is the most important. Furthermore, we r not relatives overall.

30.01.06Monday

The second day of CNY. I slept until almost 11am, that also waken by a call from my father.Guess what! the workers are suddenly on leave and i and brother have to replace them to finish the job. I went factory aroud 11am and back aroud 1pm. It supposes to be later, but because i managed to finish the work faster, i came back faster. Then, mom said my 6th auntie came n luckily she leaved me Ang pao! and….relatives started to fill up my house… there were no more space for them to park their cars, not enough seats for them to sit in my house, my room being ‘attacked’ by intruders… i missed out lot of my fav movies as visitors handling the remote control n press channel to channel as they like. …. hmm.. very happy to see baby…my cousin’s daughter. Anyway…a bit jealous. hahaha…

beside the ang pao.. i got nothing in ‘nian chu 2′ (2nd day of CNy).. bored.

31.01.06Tuesday

Third day of CNY. I woke at 11.55am…well,so happy coz very lucky havent touch 12pm.. or else gonna breaks my record. hahaha….piggy!… eat then wanna watch tv but all malay shows,they said today is Muharram day.. thats why. then i on9…until now. U know what.. i got an sms from my father again…

Factory need my help for a while… he is going to fetch me over there… i duno what time i can come back…he is coming…. coming..>.<

hmm…..to be continue then…!

thanks for reading.

2005 passed and came 2006….

My work get tougher…

My life seems happier…

My future should be brighter…

SOme kind of feelings occured when i went to work in lab that day…

Nearby the lab is a kindergarten. U know, it reminds me something when i heard a little malay girl crying..

first day to school,she felt fear…full with fear…and she dropped her tears…

screamed,ran,hide,shouted,cried… just want to go home as soon as possible…

Am i like this in the past 16 years? yeah!..i am..! haha..even more worst!!

Dady sent me to Tadika Jolly since i m 3 and half years old…

and u know, i m too over-protected kind of kid…and i started to scream…cried…

my mom got no choice n have to sit next to my seat during classes>.<

and she will tried to run away from back door and left me alone in class with those funky kids…

once i realised my mom was not there,oh no, i dont care if there’s rest time or teacher was conducting.. i start my so called ‘expert thing’….CRY!!!.. hahaha..mama!!~~…

teachers really gonna faint coz of me…almost few months i did like this man!!!..hahaha…

and ppl like to bully me in class. They teased me. they throw mee inside my milo drink..and make me just like wanna hide myself up…they laughed at me.. but then, only one thing i dare to praise myself here, i got first ranking in my result la..although i m the youngest in my class..wuahaha! coz why? dad bought me so much of books b4 i entered kindergarten!

i wanna thank 2 guys here. i not very sure about their name, i think is soon fatt and tian kiat if not mistaken. u know why… both of them were directed to take care of me by teachers n my daddy…

coz…err…coz i dont even dare to cross the smalllllll drain….where i need to cross it to the playground.

hahaha…so malu…how dare i typed all these out here.. hwhahaha…:p but…

Nowadays thinking all these back..and i really hope i can turn back some of my sweet time. and i know i didnt really enjoy my school life until i came to form 2…

but its too late for now. i cant get the chacnes to wear school uniform anymore…

how to turn back time? no…. i cant.

what i can.. is just..do my best in this moment..

to prevent the next ‘REGRET’ in my life….

Hee… thanks for reading. and dun laugh please.. ekeke..

gnite friends…

By,

LiYing

11.50pm

Jan24

10 Favorites…   
Favorite Color ==Blue,Navy,Black n white,  Pink..   
Favorite Food ==Any food will do as long as  Health Food..   
Favorite Band/Singer ==MLTR/Victor Wong  Pin Guan/Richie Ren   
Favorite Song ==Soft melody,touching lyrics
Favorite Movie ==All will do except BATman. If  horror  scene,make sure someone bside me  heh…   
Favorite Sport ==Badminton Lover!! nothing  other than this: )   
Favorite Season ==Sick season. He will care  me a little bit more…   
Favorite Day Of the Week ==Of coz Sundae la..can go for badminton  tranning ma…   
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor ==bad for health!   
Favourite car==Honda<The Power of Dream>

9 Currents.. 
Current Mood: tired but not sleepy 
Current Taste: bitter 
Current Clothes: casual 
Current Toenail Color: none 
Current Time: 1.41am 
Current Surroundings: i m alone in my pc room..dun ask me to discribe!its just… scary!   
Current Annoyance(s): who else if not HIM. 
Current Thought: what bothering my thought   until i cant sleep well these days…    

8 Firsts…   
First Best Friend: Soo Shan+KokFatt 
First Kiss: first day i born!mom kissed me. 
First Screen Name:SharOn 
First Pet: Spider ^^ i like it. 
First Piercing: never 
First Crush: Since 2000. 
First Music: <Jingle bell> right after i came into   this world lo…christmas bb ma!   
First Car: Few years ago lo. I got 2 cars. One   silver n another red. I got it free when i purchased DARLIE toothpaste. Hahaha…    

7 Lasts   
Last Cigarette: 3 days ago.. 
Last Drink: just plain water.. 
Last Car Ride: few hours ago… 
Last Kiss: yesterday 
Last Movie Seen: ‘bad’man 
Last Phone Call: father 
Last CD Played: I didnt play cd la. I copied n saved all my songs in pc!…   

6 Have You Evers….   
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best   Friends:  **Ya..   
Have You Ever Broken the Law:  **Who  never?   
Have You Ever Been Arrested **once   
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped **erm…   
Have You Ever Been on TV **once   
Have You Ever Kissed Someone u duno  **Few years ago..accidently lo…hee    

5 Things youre wearing: 
-clothes
-headphone..
-no more…. really.   

4 Things You’ve Done Today:   
-. 20% of BIO-tech book.
-. Design the rack for some reason 
-. Watched tv 
-. played bmt with brother.   

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:   
-. songs 
-. CPU fan too loud 
- shit!mom wake up dy!!!   

2 Things You Can’t Live Without:   
- My family 
- My soul   

1 Thing You Do When You’re Bored:   ==last time use to draw..but nowadays..prefer   to sms to disturb ppl lo… or just sleep(but will fat)control la..

-Li Ying-

Yeah.. you!..
is you!!..the one who reading my blog now!

Haha.. u think u are an expert driver?If yes,..
Oh my god, u are too brave to say that!
Which trainning centre are u from huh??
Tak tau malu one…

Honestly…
what is mean by expert driver?
DOESNT MEANT THAT u know how to speed on road,
and u can avoid others like u are in F1 street,
or u can break instantly…or horn like crazy bull..

Expert means,
1)U got full mark in driving test without paying any "extra fees"!
  (i think most of the ppl now,drive without license-.-)
2)U never against the law on road,although u never get caught!!!
3)U never meet road accident,including "that not my fault"
4)U never get summons!
5)U never show your stupid creative brain on your car by fixing those so called powerful spearker!
  Or tinted mirror or stickers which blocking your eye sight!( i mean, u can but not over!)
6)Expert drivers never use emergency break or told people"oh, i forget to step the  break"..
7)Expert drivers never speed,coz they are smart enough to save perol!
8)Expert drivers show their expertize by "how save i am", and not "how fast i can go"!
9)Expert drivers never CARELESS on road,and blaming that the ‘ghost’ appeared to cause them accident!
10)Expert drivers never drink of they need to drive because they care about families n friends!
11)Expert drivers will ADMIT their fault all the time n never blame others!
   (poor, some dont even know that their did mistakes-.-)
12)Experts drivers are also good citizen,who never simply throw rubbish on road.
13)Expert drivers never scold/blame other drivers,either u are inside your car or u jump down to scold ppl..
u are no one to scold other driver on road, because u too the same…just u never realise!!!
14)People who follow behind expert drives always will feel happy and satisfied, because they never turn without signal.
15)Expert drivers respect each other too!

…Actually…none of us can call ourselves as expert drivers…
unless u tell me u did none of it from 1-15 above!
Hey, even F1 champion met accident b4 okay!

Stop showing people how fast u can drives.
Stop showing your useless skills of driving…
which going to kill not yourself,but other innocents..
U can show,but not on ROAD…be matured,WAKE UP!!

How many people dying..how many people who survived everyday on road…
i dont know. But people around me are in hospital…
they cant walk,they cant talk, some cant even open their eyes,in comma..
i meant it,they are my relatives,and friends.
some already passed away. At least 5 peoples i know dead caused by road accident…in 2005.
I m so sad seeing all these. I know,i cant save the world,but at least people aroud me are save.
Please…
What we did, we will received the same in the future…
U are save from summons now, save from injuries now. But who know in the future…?
We cant curb everything,but at least we decrease the percentage …right?
We got driving license,and not "road killer" license, right?
Is that worth,if u drive according to LUCK, which is not in your hand?
…everytime u avoid from accident,u say "oh,luckily i didnt…"
u think u are really that LUCKY?…i dont think so.
From now onward, u should realise,u should admit,u should start to change your bad habits..

As i always said,we are not live for your own.
U got your parents,friends,siblings,beloved one…and i know,your pet at home waiting u to feed them!

Honestly, i hate irresponsible drivers.
Sadly, i just cant change every driver.
With my tiny heart, i just could advice…
only advice. that also…making me tired.
I m not a good driver,but i m trying…my very best.
Just to save myself,you,and your relatives,
Just to…heal the world.
Mind to help me?…

*I’m LiYing
:someone who trying to kill "sadness".
:someone who trying to avoid unneccessary life problems.
:someone who trying to put a smile in the future.
I meant it.

9.50pm
07Jan2006
Happy new Year!

My 19th BirthdaY

Although was just 11pm+ on 24 Dec,my hp inbox already fulled.
Well,not really with birthday wishes actually, but all about
Merry Christmas n Happy New Year.

And something had happened on 12am sharp,when Christmas arrived.
I mean,my 19th years old arrived.
That time, i’m talking with my friend,Xiao Shuang.
Besides,i m watching tv too. Harry Potter!
Suddenly i heard someone knocking the gate.
I thought it was from my neighbour gate.
I continue to talk in phone.
Oh no, not neighbour…
SHE…was actually a stranger to me.
I dont know her,she came with her bf in car..
I saw that she handlings one bottle with a black cloth covering it.
In that moment,i m thinking issit santa?
But at the same time…i m laughing…stupid,where got santa will find me.
haha…
She said:"are u li ying? your zhen yaO asked me to give u this thing."
i asked:"who are u?"
she replied:"i m his friend.he said must give u this thing on 12am and remind u for not to shake it first and wait his call"
Oh no… i nearly faint.
What to do…?! i can do nothing beside thanking this girl.
A girl who i duno but just to find my house for whole day…

I met Zhen yaO korkor on 2am on internet.
He was so lazy to type,at the end,he called me and we chat on phone until 4am…
err..thats a bit crazy..but,nevermind la…he is one of the good brother i got from internet^^
thats y i never wonder he will do such plan…haih…frightened me.

Beside him, some of my old friend called me up too.
such as siew hsia…my primary best friend until now.
we chat almost one hour. hee..she called ma…nevermind le:p
Wei leng did called me up too. and of cause my another best korkor khoo howe kiat la…
this korkor is second korkor i got who really meet face to face before.
the first one is chia shan meng…someone from NS.
Other will be someone from internet. and all of them are nice n best…
But this year a bit different, i miss someone call actually.
Since i know him until i make him as my korkor…he calls me every Xmas.
But this year he didnt. Where are u CK korkor?

Almost all of my korkor asked me the same question b4.
"so many korkor u have,iam number…?"
well,how to answer this tough question?
Everyone of u have your own specialities..
each of u have given me different advices for me when i m down,or happy.
each of u did let me learnt something where i cant learn from normal friend.
each of u spent billion of minutes on me just to wake me up,to cheer me up.
each of u just…leaves a different kind of memories in my mind.
thats y,each of u standing different places in my heart…
why should compare…? in fact, i love u all…i miss u all…
But i will always holding the same princip– i would never meet my net brother.
Sometimes we should maintain our relationship,let it be what it is now…
it will be a beautiful relationship forever

Anyway,i felt very happy in this 19th birthday.
Although just got present from ZhenYao and my parents,
but i prefer their wishes more than anything.
People like Miss Santhi, Pn Anitha,AhHao&Jie,Suat Ling,HweemOoi,SockKuan,
SooShan,Jack,YokeFun,LeeChing,BadmintonCoach,YongSai,*Hanyuan korkor,
*Winnie meimei,SeowYeeJieJie,#KaiChuan,KimSong,#TzeTzin,ShiekTeng,*Vincent,
Sylvester,Eric…etc. They wished me Merry Christmas n Happy New Year until…
i dont know what to do with my hp…really.THanks coz u all still remembering me.

People such as my parents,SooShan,Hweemooi,KokFatt,HoweKiat,YongSai,XiaoShuang,Soothing,
#KaiChuan,Yingying,SeowYeeJieJie,Miss Santhi,VoonHo,KimSong,WeiLeng,Sylvester,Hsia,LekNgiah,
NgahYeeJieJie,ChooYong,KokHong,Jack,*Kiwi(tan),SuatLing,KuanThing,YeeYann,Nurul Ain,Noraini,
Hidayah,HuiYing,WenYi,ShenMay,*WinnieMeimei,AnthonyTanYanZhi,*Yctham,..etc…
they wished me too much..haha..Christmas+Newyear+Birthday…yo!.so fun ..

There are also some people who ‘play cheating’…
they wished me very very early lo…through friendster testimonial.
ahahaha…Leow Kian Soon…u reading? yala, iput u into my blog la..
ahaha…thanks for your testimonial ya.you are the first wo..
and also *Nelson,*Chua,*Tony..etc..from friendster.
thanks thanks thanks..
aiya..howekiat korkor wrote testimonial for me on 25dec. thought to give me surprise
but at the end ..haihzzz…WHO CALL U TYPEd IN CHINESE LA!!!! >.< see nothing…

*people from net.
#people from NS.

I should say that i am very satisfied.
It doesnt matter who haven wished me yet.
It doesnt matter how many presents i got.
It doesnt matter people wished me earlier or later..
The matter is…
I m happy that people are still remembering me all the time,not just only my birthday!
There are people who know my birthday and just chat with me happily without wishing the
word "happy bitrhday" too!..haha..i dont mind,Ramesh :p i know u blured.

25Dec..
I did went to factory,anyway,didnt work much.
happy day happy day..^^ lol…chat with him also..in afternoon^^

Day after my birthday is Garfield’s birthday…
I mean Chong Kar Fai la…haha. Happy birthday:)

okayz…
people said birthday means old one day…
and people also said,new year lo..grow older already…
means what?
once i passed my birthday,i already old one year…
then 5 days after that i old again for another one time..
aiyaKk…! how can it be..
kekeke,…

thanks for reading…
thanks^^Happy 2006!

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