SMSes from A to B:
1-In many years I find..finally i found someone who can shared feelings wit..hv good n bad times 2gether..n de person is u..XXX..i’ll 4ever by urside..
2-I trust u..I lv u as many as u luv me..k..from now onwards..i wont scold u with bad words anymore..ok..
3-Juz now i talk with my dad bout ur dad thing..he say if i reali luv u..i’ll wait no matter how long..i decide 2 wait no matter wat u dad going to say 2nite…i’ll listen..(2005 Mac 14)
4-I’ll prove 2 ur parent tat we’re serious in our relationships..ok? in de meantime i’ll change my bad things all..(2005 Mac 15)
5-u r the 1 i think who i can completely change my attitude n all.. is u who make my life meaningful..is u who cheer me up when i’m down..n is u who i really love..(2005 ApR 9)
6-i wont hurt u..i care u more than other ppl k..believe me..k..(2005 ApR 12)
7-i luv u..sometimes i realli make u angry..i din mean 2..gv me 1 last chance 4 me 2 b de one who accompany u 4 de rest of your life..promise me? (2005 May 5)
8-u where there 2gv me wat i need..lov u is more than wat i want..past is past..hope u’ll 4get n live wit me..i’ll change no matter wat ways..juz tat u will stay… (2005 May 5)
9-2day is my first step 2 make a close relationships wif ur parents n it goes very happy soon..maybe i’ll be as close as u to them..hehe (2005 May 12)
10-My stomach very very pain..i cannot come..try 2 understand my situation k.. i find when u come back.. (2005 May 20-Sej1 exam)
11-Wat i told u now is no use coz i aledi do something wrong..wat i hv 2 say now is i wont waste tears tat u drop 4 me..(2005 May 22-at ktv)
12-wo hui pien zhe tong hua, ni zhui ai na ke tian ching,zang kai suong shou pien zhe XX shou hu nie..hehe i lov u my angel..(2005 May 28)
13-My family also hate me drink..u not ‘big’ but i respect u..(2005 June 5)
14-I’m sorry I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry..(2005 June 9)
Things He said after the special Day-29June2005(B chose 2 leave A):
15-Ok but i tell u ..i really got ntg 2 do wif her..from de 1st u din choose wrong person..is me who din appreciate u..is o wrong..
16-I dunno how 2 xplain..but i still will treat u as my best girlfriend..
17-Is my six sense who tell me tat u love me..i still love u..but i cant b wif u..juz hoping tat u’ll find some1 better better better better than me..
18-U really got a special place in my heart, from de day i wish 2 c your parents i aledi tel myself, u r MrsX, is juz me who lan lai fu ng siong pek..
19-Maybe..up2 u lo..i change bcoz of u but i din expect u accept me back..tats all..i’m not rubbish that cant b recycle..juz wanna prove u tat..nothing more..
20-Ok..anyway..i’m just happy finally i can tell u all tis..reali..u can scold,beat n curse me if u 1..n i dun mean to hurt u..bcoz of my ego n din mature i hurt u..
21-Our past reali a nightmare for u..my apologise 2 u wont help..but yet i’ll still say sorry..i’m sorry..
22-Words..once it out from mouth,cant take back..y i din think b4 i speak?y my words din pass my big brains first! now no body can gimme chance..i’m sorry…………
23-U accept me not bcoz of rain but bcoz u love me..now u leave me not bcoz u hate me but u din love me anymore..i din b a good bf when i hv d chance..
24-Ok..anyway past i realli done something very wrong..from first i change is bcoz of u..now i change is also bcoz of u..i’m not lying..
25-Watever la..de important things is i tell everything 2 XX, and she din angry me..Im very lucky 2 hv XX..anyway,after XX we will 4get each othe..
What a meaningful 25s smses..all of them sent by A to B..but everything is FAKE! It takes no MEANING actually,coz all of it never come true. Tats y B left.
Sometimes B will heard someting from A which totally clashed with those 25s smses..such as:
1-Now only u know u r d most stupid 1 in d world? [maybe..]
2-U know that u’r consider ‘untung’ 2 hv me as ur bf?[haha..issit?]
3-U can go n jump from here now(2floor)..[for u?..no!]
4-I begged u for not leaving me juz bcoz i not yet find someone 2 replace u![good luck 2 u then!]
5-U’r not a understanding gal…[who else understand u more than i do?]
6-"Dont worry,she wont die,mostly will break her hand/legs only"[cant believe this is word from ur mouth]
7-Do u believe if i slap u now again?[only if u dare to repeat the 16 june’s incident..i dun mind]
8-Take care yourself, dont die earlier than me u know…[let's c who go first..]
9-U know? u fooled me.[u say so coz u duno how much u fooled me!]
10-Dont blame me, u r d one who chose to leave me…[I left, coz I cant find any reason for me to stay anymore! Do u know tat?]
So…here r some questions people normally asked n it’s replied.
1-Did A really love B? [Ya,perhaps in a very wrong n childish method]
2-Did B love A then? [Of course,but it came to an ending since 16june's incident]
3-What’s the incident ?[A slapped B twice in car in mad.]
4-Y B felt unsatisfied?[sacrifice everything,lost everything.Get only one thing in return-A never appreciate]
5-Did B hate A?[ Never,in fact wishing A 2 stay healthy all d time]
6-Y never?[She decided 2 start,she decided 2 ended it,wat to hate?]
7-Never felt angry or regret?[No point angrying.Never regret coz she really put 100%true heart in this relationship b4]
8-Sad? [It's over.Just a little of disappointed wif the promises which A had made,which never come true]
9-Izzit very jealous nowaday when A b wif C? [Nth 2 jealous,B is d one who chose 2 leave A,y jealous? A is not 4ever belongs to B. why should jealous.]
10-How B think about C?[B respect C the most.Coz B cant manage 2 b wif A but C can bear wif A very well.C can accept A's everything]
11-If feel heavy 2 leave A,y B chose 2 leave? [Coz B cant accept a liar,egoistic,selfish,smoker,drinker,actor,fooler..]
12-Why start with A in the beginning?[When B's world was in grey,A make it colourful.A tried everything juz 2 get B.But once got B,A forget wat he promised B b4]
13-Why chose to end?[promises broken again n again.words were all fake.No happiness.Too disappointed.Both suffer.Let go is better]
14-Nowadays B still loving A although C already appeared? [No more love.There's just somekind of feeling which need time to debolish memories]
15-Y B never talk with C? [Unneccessary. It makes things go more complicated.As long as A+C are happy,wat else B need to mind?)
16-How B think about this 4 months relationship?[greatest hurt,greatest feel,greatest experiences.Learnt wat is HURT,promise,Love,health,ego,rubbish,idiot,betray n trust n life]
17-How about gossips?[well,4 all the gossips,mostly hurt B d most,but what?people's mouth!Let it be]
18-Did B still crying every night? [Too many gallons of tears wasted,no need 2 waste anymore, never told parent abt how A treating her too]
19-What did B sacrificed 4 A b4?[Too many.From a quiet 1,she bcame famous.From praising bcame prejudice.From happy bcame sad.Activities limited.Teased.Time,evergy,effort,tears…etc]
20-What B want to tell A in this moment? [Take k your health!U know wat I mean. tats all]
P/S: A failure relationship occur not because of one’s fault. My fault was ‘Keep hoping that u will change for me". In fact, loving someone should loves his everything. While your fault was "Keep promising that u will change for me".In fact, no one of your promise bcome a real thing happen.If someone is in love, they never lie to each other. U did. If someone really love his lover,he would never hurt her either physically or mentally,but u did both of it. U are right, I cant give any commen about u and her coz i am the one who chose to leave u n give u no last chance. But I hope u understand why I can forgave u again n again b4 this,and now no more.The answer is"i cant find any reason to gv u any chances anymore".I never hate u,never blame u, n never force u and most important thing is I NEVER BETRAY U at all. From the first I said I wanna break, I never think that we will end up as enemy. Never think to argue. But,things seems not going on this way.
U’re nobody to me now. I m also no body to u. It’s ok if u took everything from me.But i never think that u want ‘it’ so much until u hurt me again bcoz of ‘it’. It’s ok. I even can let u go, why not ‘it’,right? Now i certified here black n white, ‘it’ is yours,last things from my dora-pocket which i can give it 2 u. It’s tired to be fake-doraemon. U gonna appreciate ‘it’ or not is up to u. I gonna take my move… to leave our memories… to my new journey of life. Thanks u let me learnt quite lots of things during d past few months.
Old n bored advises again : "take good care of your health". and i know u will : )
*Lifting up my thumb, rub-rub toward your head*
The way u shown ur love. The only thing i could always remembered.
END 4EVER..
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